Where i am

i am inconsistent, as if you tried to growa courgetteyear round it is difficult to know, when i will be happy again, if this time it will last, if i will be able to get out of bed tomorrowsome days are good, others are hard,some months are grey,and others are not so muchi wont keep…

2 parents

Some days I don’t know If I have 2 parents Or 1 If I’m happy If I’m numb Some days it feels Like warm blankets And setting suns Nice sofa A place I call home Or other days I feel like a baby Nowhere to go Cos I cant run Some days you hug me…

shit poem

shit poem   my head is ringing, with thoughts i dont believe in   4 walls, no door   mean ones marry the good   and i have no idea what is real anymore   i am a figment of your imagination and of mine   i am here all at once and yet far…

You can’t because I won’t allow it

Breathe in, I hear your sharp inhale, okay, good, now breathe out.   See? It's all going to be okay, you're only human, just breathe, but softly, no, not like that,   can you feel your lungs, in out, isn't it amazing you're only human   I'm going to touch your hand, okay? Do you…

feed me

feed me to the lions, watch them tango, hear them roar, as they move back and forth, and tango with my limbs. twist the rope, tight, around my neck, and on my skin, i want you to burn me. go on, do it, everybody wants to. watch them tear me limb, from limb, ripping my…