some years later

we lay therelistening to the gentle knocking of the rainwarm in eachother's armssure that we are home little melodies dance around the roomthe dog barks in the otherthe moment is oursbut there's no pressure here it isthis is ours foreverwe'll be home forever isn't it so sweet? oh, it is so sweetyou stoking my hairhands…

Do anything that you want 

to my fragile body. I want to see how you mould me Take me and throw meAnd toss me and turn meWhat do I end up as ? Ruined or reborn After you are done with me ?How will you treat me? GoodGood as Gold ? Good girl ? Or , Bad Mean, but not…

Where i am

i am inconsistent, as if you tried to growa courgetteyear round it is difficult to know, when i will be happy again, if this time it will last, if i will be able to get out of bed tomorrowsome days are good, others are hard,some months are grey,and others are not so muchi wont keep…