I splutter, my body shakes and it feels worthless.
They are not as bad as other people’s but every little thing matters.
It’s not as if I can’t breathe its just that I can’t not cry.
I want to succeed, I have the will, the motivation, the work ethic, but I don’t feel like I have the smarts, what if I am not as good as everyone thinks that I am? I am so worried that I will not be able to prove myself in my exams, because I do believe that I can do it, and I do want to go far in life.
It sucks that this is what determines if I go to Oxford or Cambridge or the college that I want to.
It sucks that there is no second chance.
I know I try, I just want them to know too.