There are several things you can do in life, sitting still and doing nothing is only one.
One thing that I like to do, is something; and I mean that like this: I try to learn from every situation, I try to better myself, I try not to sit still and to fill every ‘spare moment’.
It’s about project management.
It’s about finding out what you can do now to make the later better. I haven’t always done this though, it used to be a game of impulse, of listening to others but not really listening.
I read a book, or some of it (I am still reading it, it’s not a story but a serious of instructional advices) and it told me to listen in order to appreciate. I am trying to get better.
There are, however, times when you don’t need to actually listen and times when it’s not for the best, I think i need to get better at discerning for myself too, what is the best thing to do.
I say that I am independent but I depend so heavily on others to validate me and to tell me how to deal with situations.
Tell me how to be, I say that a lot, to myself and to others. I need to be with myself.
I’ve made a lot of mistakes, some which will now be harder to undo.
It happens for a reason though, right?